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Browsing through some old files on my computer, I found a file called “Thought.doc.” It was created on August 24, 1999 at 9:17 PM and it reads:

As another day comes to an anticipated close, I am constantly reminded of my pleasantly puzzling life. A life that seems to have no end – and probably never will. As I wake up each refreshing morning, I think to myself, “Is this the day that will change the course of my long awaited future. Is this the day when all my diminutive problems will disappear into the vast past?” It seems as though life continues to throw you into an unwanted environment. A place where happiness is only a dream and “problem free” means nothing more than “buy now pay later.”

How is one to find a different way of life? Or is this the manner in which it is to be continued? Where is the fun, adventurous, care-free lifestyle that everyone else seems to be living? My desperate attempt to find an undeniable meaning for my life seems to only bring me unwelcome sorrow. I turn to close friends for answers, only to be drawn into their myriad of uncertainty.

Why do I constantly put myself in the same repetitious situations? Can I not learn from my inconsistent fallacies? I desperately need a solution. Do I just give up and start all over? Or do I reason with what is presently going on and look ahead and not back?

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Whenever I read old stuff I wrote, I’m frightened by how much I haven’t changed and even more thrilled at how much I have.

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